I had the best dream about you yet. It’s strange how they develop as time passes. We were hanging out and then after a couple hours we both broke down and started talking more deeply. You told me you still wanted to end up with me and asked me to tell you how I’d changed. And I did, because my mistakes with you will never stop haunting me. And I told you how much I still loved you. Almost 2 years later how I still think about you and tear up. You still mean the world to me. And I do still love you. I can’t help it. But in my dream you loved me back still. And when I woke that was the saddest part…. I miss you so much.